Tirenism

I was heavy-headed and finally fainted in the late afternoon. I didn’t know what I was doing and what I could remember was just I went back home and threw myself on bed. Nicole looked at me strangely before I left, maybe because my behaviour was out of control at time.

For a long time, I have cocooned myself in an imaginary utopia: I have a high living standard, enjoy working with tones of information and flows of different people, some soulful friends and a blessed relationship; money is excluded in my life. However, my utopia shells off bit by bit in the last few months. Everyone needs a utopia, but we cant live in it. It is like a mirage, it will not last long.