A strange feeling

Today I feel like burning for something that I could not calm down my mental state. My heart was jumping splash-dash for no reasons. After taking in two cups of triple Bailey, I left home to Uni as I want to stay in somewhere with people around. I have a very strange feeling, or maybe I just paranoia.

It is Saturday night, Melbourne Uni library are full of students! Studying in this world-class uni, everyone is smart and hard working. (~sigh~) my self-confident was defeated again.