最近的我

最近渐渐发觉, 原来好有上进心的我变得无欲无求了. 一切事情在我眼中都看得很轻; 心都让药物同命运折磨得无了感觉, 身边的人和事都好似与自己无关. 从来都无怨过, 因为自问无做过另自己后悔的事; 亦从无惊过, 因为知道凡事总会有出路. 现在, I am counting on days, day after day, after days … I want to stop taking the pills. You can never imagine the awfulness of taking 16 tablets a day for three months, all the side effects that are striking me in every minute. All I hope now is to leave this country as soon as possible. I don’t want to get the God dammn PR. What PR? This is not my PR! This is theirs! This is a well-off society full of empty souls.