V'day disease

This unreasonable fearful feeling has been lingering in my heart in the past few days; I could not even fall asleep on Monday night. Meanwhile, I feel my lung is getting worse, not better, as I have suffered infrequent pain and suffocate after last clinic visit. All these symptoms cumulate together and made me went to bed fairly early last night. At least, one good news is, I could shut the V’day disease out of my door.

Last night elapsed peacefully. In fact, I did not expect anything happen at all. I have learnt how to suppress my expectations and eagerness to avoid disappointment.