A long nap

I had a long but not much enjoyable afternoon nap today. Sleep sometimes can be a substitute to anaesthetic. Once you are in asleep, pains, worries, angry, anxieties, etc. are meaningless. I wish I could sleep and wake up to face an entire new world. Neither working nor not working makes me happy, because I worked in the job I don’t like and I dread in searching for the job I like, at least in Australia this is the case. I am not incompetant but am unable.