The sky has collapsed

I really can not imagine my life without my dad, never ever. I am always his little girl, always under his protection even though I am thousands miles away. I wish I should have gone back at least once a year to visit him, I wish I should have left home so that he could enjoy life more, I wish … things always come to late to do. From my grandpa’s stroke, to my sickness, now is him. I really wish I could be the little girl who is still running around him to do what a daughter should do.