The Long's three sisters

Before
After

Yes, this is it – the three Long sisters who grew up together. Both of the older ones wed and have babies far too early, now the limelight is on me, the little girl who refuse to settle down and live the ordinary life.

What is in front?

I never believe in fortune telling, because I know I am very strong in some way that I can make things happen to me. Until recently I was very confused with my next step, so I sneaked out from work today to see one. He is an Arabic man, no surprise. I was stunned by the accurate about my past and the coming future, which I have a sort of planned. He is even detailed to the year and day.

After all, I feel very relief after seeing him. At least I am prepared for what will happen to my father and other things. The most astonishing thing is, I will have THREE children!!! Can you imagine that?! If I do have three, I will leave them to my mum or lock them in the backyard. OMG

Melbourne Cup Day in Singapore

I can’t remember when was the last time I laughed. One month? Two months? Maybe longer?! I am working with a lot of cancer patients, maybe I should take some learnings from them. Live and treasure every day as it comes. Really, in the past one month, I find myself have changed so much.

Having undergone several traumatic experiences in a short two-year frame does give me a lot of thoughts on what life should be living. I am seeing a fortune teller this weekend, not that I believe in mirage but I need guidance.

Today’s Melbourne Cup Day. In the past five years, I would be working in Flemington, earning AU$40 an hour plus judging girls’ dresses on the top floor of grand stand. This year, I was working like a dog and earning peanuts in Singapore for this new drug launch at a spa boutique. Anyway, I have been there and done it. I love the experience but it is time for me to move on again.